Last night was pre-final exam tutoring for me & Gideon for basic obedience level of the service dog school. I thought it was a 1:1 discussion and maybe show me some things. I did drills inside for about 40 mins (including him practicing ignoring a remote control car) & we took a long 1hr walk with some outside practice. Come tutoring time G was exhausted and goofy and didn’t want to. A case of the don’t wanna and I was surprised that it involved 2 ppl I didn’t know (not from my class) and we were at diff stages of the class. I wasn’t prepared. We looked like chumps. I left the session panicking that G was gonna flunk and I was terrible.
Training your own service dog is awful unless your fave thing is training dogs. And even then! Anxiety, self doubt, the usuals of your disability or disabilities and how you time things for your dog all impact how a day goes. Not to mention the breed, temperament, and age of your dog.
I have a soon-to-be 10 month old standard poodle. He is in the known velociraptor stage. I am his sole trainer, and he gets walks from the assistant manager of a local positive training & walking company I love (same guy, knows and loves G). We have a set schedule cause I work from home. I have really only 1 other hobby and that’s helping run a sci-fi/fantasy con that takes place 1x/yr (though I’m one of those year-round volunteers cause it takes more than day-of to make it happen). I have trained a service dog and I task-trained additional things for my first service/guide dog.
I should be in good shape. But I am struggling! My day job is emotionally taxing cause I literally carry other people’s emotions, trauma, and disability struggles. I’m a gatekeeper to services and try to go above and beyond when I’m not the right services. At the end of my workday, my own disabilities scream at me.
What I’m saying is this: Gideon is great. On a good day, he is solid on 5 basics (responding to his name, sitting, laying down, touching nose to hand, and walking on a loose(ish) leash). On a mediocre day, loose leash and laying down are met with a hop-type response or walking to the end of the leash. But he also knows how to drop it, walk away/leave it, bring back a toy to my hand, go to his bedtime crate without prompt when we go to bed, wait to eat/leave the house. He’s a smart boy. He knows to walk on my left and sometimes even ignores dogs. He runs alongside me in my wheelchair when we go to the off-season baseball field to run. He’s smart. I do more training than maybe I should.
It’s hard to focus. I need a proper journal. I struggle with that.
So everything you read about training your own dog is 100% true. And I do not recommend it, no matter how good you are (unless dog training is your job and you have the energy to all train your own). There’s a reason schools exist. I wish I could have one train mine. It’s not in the cards.
Am I 100% confident that G will be a service dog? No. No one can be at his age. I’m blessed to have a friend/chosen fam who has had 2 standard poodle guides and 1 doodle guide. She has puppy raisers with STORIES, y’all. And they had schools with large endowments and support teams at the constant.
Am I 50% confident he can be a good service dog for my arthritis/connective tissue/fibromyalgia/migraine/anxiety/PTSD/depression/narcolepsy stuff? Eh. Kinda. I do think he can be trained to do 4 good tasks for me. And he loves being out in public. And he shows no dog/human/small animal aggression. But he gets over-excited quickly. Do I think he can do guide work? Maybe 20% confidently, as he is often guiding me on the trail we walk/roll (that I know, and can use residual vision on). And by guiding I mean he avoids barriers and is at my hip height when I’m rolling and he’s walking, so usually I get to avoid them, too. And he is good at stopping at the sidewalk ramps and finding them on the other side, which is important. But we aren’t there yet, to determine any of this.
Just the basics. And I keep wanting to jump ahead. And feeling unprepared every step of the way. And I’m not. I have support from trainers and classes